Self-Compassion After an ADHD Diagnosis: Learning to Respond Differently to Difficulty
Self-compassion can sound like a lovely idea until you’ve actually done something you’re disappointed about.
Maybe you’ve forgotten something important again, missed a deadline somebody was relying on you to meet or realised that the system you were so hopeful about has quietly fallen away. Perhaps you snapped at someone you love when you were already overwhelmed, and now that the moment has passed, you know there is something you need to put right.
Being told to be kinder to yourself at a moment like that can feel strangely beside the point.
You might already know that being relentlessly critical of yourself doesn’t feel particularly good. The harder question is whether some of that criticism is necessary. If you stop giving yourself a hard time, what stops you doing exactly the same thing again? And if somebody else has been affected by what happened, surely feeling bad about it is part of recognising that it mattered.
I think this is where self-compassion becomes much more interesting than the way we sometimes talk about it.
It doesn’t require you to decide that everything is fine, find a positive interpretation or reassure yourself that you did your best. Sometimes you didn’t do your best. Sometimes somebody is understandably annoyed with you. Sometimes you need to apologise, fix something or work out how you’re going to approach it differently next time.
The useful question is what happens in the space between recognising that something went wrong and deciding what it says about you.
A problem can become much bigger while you’re trying to avoid it
Imagine you’ve received a reminder about a form that is overdue.
You’ve already opened it twice. Both times, you reached a question you weren’t sure how to answer, decided you’d come back to it later and then completely forgot.
Now the reminder has arrived.
You remember the other form you submitted late, the bill you forgot last month and the email you still haven’t answered. You think about the planner you bought with great enthusiasm and stopped opening after three weeks. Somewhere along the way, you’re no longer dealing with one overdue form. You’re dealing with another example of something you believe you should be better at by now.
So you close the email. You’ll deal with it later, when you’re in a better frame of mind.
Tomorrow the form will still be overdue, but now returning to it also means encountering another day of avoidance and another day of feeling bad about the fact that you avoided it.
This is one of the places where self-compassion can become surprisingly practical, because it can help bring the problem back to something closer to its actual size. The form is overdue, you’re embarrassed about it, and there is a question you don’t know how to answer. None of those things is particularly pleasant, but at least you can do something with them.
If criticism has helped you get things done, giving it up can feel risky
For many adults with ADHD, pressure has been doing useful work for a very long time.
Fear of being late gets you out of the house. Anxiety about disappointing your manager finally gets you started on the report. The thought of somebody seeing the state of the kitchen creates enough urgency for you to clean it. You may have spent years discovering that when wanting to do something isn’t enough to get you moving, fear of what will happen if you don’t do it sometimes is.
So it makes sense that becoming less critical of yourself can sound suspiciously like removing one of the few things keeping the whole operation running.
The difficulty is that we tend to count whether the thing got done and not everything that happened around it. Perhaps you finished the report, but only after spending most of the day unable to begin and then working until midnight. You arrived at the appointment on time, but you’d been anxious about it since breakfast and couldn’t settle into anything beforehand. The kitchen looked perfectly respectable when your friend arrived, although you spent the previous two hours furious with yourself for having let it get into that state.
The strategy worked, in the sense that you got the outcome you needed. It may also have required a great deal from you.
After diagnosis, some of this can start looking different. You may begin recognising how often urgency, anxiety or fear of disappointing someone were helping you bridge the gap between intending to do something and actually being able to get started.
That doesn’t mean you can simply remove the pressure and expect everything to carry on exactly as before. It does give you a reason to become curious about whether pressure is the only thing that can do that job.
Self-compassion can be much plainer than it sounds
Part of the problem may be the language.
If the idea of looking in the mirror and saying something warmly reassuring to yourself makes you want to leave the room, you are certainly not required to do it.
Kristin Neff’s influential model of self-compassion describes three broad elements: treating ourselves with kindness rather than harsh judgement, recognising difficulty as part of ordinary human experience, and being able to notice what is happening without becoming completely consumed by it.
In everyday life, that can be considerably less polished. Sometimes it might mean saying, “I’m really disappointed that I did that,” without adding another ten minutes of evidence about why you are generally disappointing. It could mean acknowledging that you’ve been avoiding something for a week and then opening it anyway, rather than waiting until you’ve stopped feeling ashamed about avoiding it.
Perhaps all you can manage is a fairly neutral description of what happened. Neutral is underrated. You don’t necessarily need to feel warmly towards yourself in order to stop turning one difficult moment into a referendum on your entire personality.
Understanding something doesn’t mean excusing it
This matters particularly when another person has been affected.
Imagine you told your sister you would make a medical appointment for your mother. You remembered while driving, thought about it again in the shower and then remembered once more after the clinic had closed. Three days later, your sister asks whether you’ve done it.
You haven’t. She is annoyed, and understandably so. She believed you were handling something, which meant she didn’t.
If you’ve spent years being sensitive to the possibility that you’ve let somebody down, you might become defensive almost immediately. You explain how busy the week has been, then feel guilty because now it sounds as though you’re making excuses. Perhaps you make an enormous promise about what you’ll do tomorrow because you want very badly to stop feeling like the person who has disappointed everyone.
There is a much more specific problem underneath all of that. You said you’d make the call and you didn’t.
Understanding ADHD may help you see why remembering the task several times wasn’t enough to make it happen. Each time it came to mind, you were somewhere you couldn’t act on it, and the intention didn’t reliably return when you could. That’s useful information, particularly if this is a recurring pattern, because it tells you that mentally promising yourself you’ll remember later probably isn’t a very reliable system.
It doesn’t change your sister’s experience.
You can apologise for the delay, work out whether you can realistically make the call tomorrow and, if you can’t, say that rather than making another promise because you’re desperate to repair how you feel about yourself.
To me, that’s not avoiding responsibility. It’s getting much more precise about what you’re actually responsible for.
Shame can sometimes make responsibility harder
This is one of the reasons I don’t find the idea of self-compassion particularly soft.
When shame takes over, your attention can move surprisingly quickly from the person who was affected to what the whole thing means about you. Perhaps you start explaining because you desperately need them to understand that you didn’t mean to hurt them. Maybe you accept far more blame than belongs to you because you need the conflict to end, or become so distressed about being a terrible partner, daughter, friend or colleague that the other person ends up reassuring you.
None of this means you’re deliberately making the situation about yourself. Shame is deeply uncomfortable, and most of us naturally want to get away from it.
But if you can stay closer to the particular thing that happened, there is often more room for the other person’s experience as well. You can listen to why they’re upset without needing them to decide you’re a good person before the conversation ends. You can explain something about ADHD if it genuinely helps both of you understand the pattern without expecting the explanation to remove their disappointment. You can apologise and think about what might help next time.
Sometimes being less consumed by what a mistake says about you makes it easier to take responsibility for what the mistake actually did.
You don’t have to wait until you deserve support
Self-compassion can also show up long before anything has gone wrong.
You may begin using things that make life easier without first proving that you’ve tried hard enough to manage without them. Perhaps long verbal instructions disappear quickly, so you ask for them in writing. You keep duplicates of something you regularly lose. During a demanding week, you buy prepared food rather than repeatedly planning meals you don’t currently have the capacity to make. You ask somebody to sit with you while you begin a task because you’ve noticed that another person’s presence makes starting easier.
These are fairly ordinary decisions, but they can carry a surprising amount of emotional baggage.
If you’ve spent years measuring competence by how independently you can manage, using support may feel like admitting defeat. You may believe you should at least try to do it the normal way first.
I think diagnosis can gradually change the question. Instead of asking whether you ought to need the support, you can start paying attention to whether the support actually helps.
That doesn’t mean every accommodation, strategy or shortcut is practical. Cost matters. Other people’s needs matter. Sometimes a support creates more work than it saves. But needing something doesn’t have to be the argument against using it.
Starting again doesn’t need to become an event
I think planners provide an almost perfect example of this.
You buy one you genuinely like. You spend an afternoon setting it up and, for a while, it works beautifully. Then life happens.
You miss a couple of days. The planner disappears under something on your desk. You keep meaning to come back to it, but now every time you see it you’re also reminded that you stopped using it.
After several weeks, opening the planner can feel weirdly uncomfortable. Those blank pages seem to contain evidence of another system you failed to maintain, so instead of using the thing that once helped, you avoid it.
Self-compassion here doesn’t need to involve forgiving yourself for abandoning your planner. You can just turn to today’s page.
You don’t need to reconstruct the missing weeks, explain why you stopped or promise that this time you’re going to use it properly. You can find out whether it helps today. And if it stops helping again in three months, perhaps that tells you something about the system rather than opening another inquiry into your commitment to personal growth.
Some supports work brilliantly under particular conditions and become useless when those conditions change. A reminder that was impossible to ignore when it was new can eventually become part of the wallpaper. A routine that worked during a quiet period may fall apart when work becomes demanding or somebody gets sick.
You are allowed to adjust things. The fact that a strategy stopped working doesn’t mean it never worked.
You can still be annoyed with yourself
Understanding ADHD doesn’t mean becoming endlessly patient with yourself.
You may still swear when you lose your keys, feel embarrassed when you forget an appointment or be thoroughly fed up when you recognise a pattern you thought you’d finally sorted out. I actually think it would be quite exhausting to believe that every one of those moments required a perfectly compassionate response.
Sometimes you’re annoyed.
The difference may come a little later, when instead of allowing “I’m so bloody useless” to explain the entire situation, you eventually become interested in what happened.
Maybe you’ve been carrying too many things in your head. Perhaps you didn’t sleep well. The reminder arrived while you couldn’t act on it and then disappeared from awareness. Maybe there isn’t an interesting ADHD explanation at all and you simply made a mistake.
Once you’re looking at the actual situation, you can work out whether there is something to repair, something that needs more support or something you simply need to accept as one of those irritating things human beings occasionally do.
You don’t need to like what happened to become curious about it.
Some things may remain difficult to look at differently
A late diagnosis can bring a great deal of retrospective understanding, but I don’t think that means every painful part of your past needs to be revisited until you’ve found a compassionate interpretation.
There may be things you still regret deeply. Perhaps ADHD gives you some useful context but doesn’t explain everything that happened. You may understand why you behaved as you did in a particular relationship and still recognise that the other person was hurt. There may be choices you would make differently now even after allowing for everything you didn’t understand then.
You don’t have to turn those experiences into comforting stories. Sometimes knowing more about what was happening is enough.
You can understand your younger self better without deciding that everything she did was fine. You can recognise that something was genuinely hard without insisting that difficulty removed your responsibility for it.
There is room for a fairly complicated account of a life.
In fact, I think that’s part of what self-compassion offers. It allows more of the information to remain in the story rather than reducing everything to either “I wasn’t responsible because I have ADHD” or “I should have done better because I knew better.”
Real life is rarely that tidy.
What does the research actually tell us?
There is growing research interest in self-compassion among adults with ADHD, although the ADHD-specific evidence is still developing.
Studies have found that adults with ADHD report lower self-compassion on average and that lower self-compassion is associated with poorer psychological wellbeing. Research has also explored relationships between perceived criticism and self-compassion in adults with ADHD.
These findings are interesting, but it’s important not to make them do more work than they can. Much of the ADHD-specific research is observational, which means it can identify relationships between things without telling us confidently what caused what. We can’t take an association between self-compassion and wellbeing and turn it into a promise that becoming more self-compassionate will improve ADHD symptoms or mental health.
The broader self-compassion literature is more established and gives us good reason to remain interested in the idea.
For our purposes, though, I think the value can stay much closer to ordinary life.
When something goes wrong, does the way you respond help you understand what happened, repair what needs repairing and work out what might help next time? Or does the original problem quickly disappear underneath a much larger argument about who you are?
That’s a useful distinction even if you never become particularly fond of the phrase self-compassion.
You don’t have to become good at this
There would be something almost comical about learning about self-compassion and immediately discovering another thing you aren’t doing well enough.
You may read all of this, completely agree with it and still call yourself an idiot tomorrow morning when you can’t find your phone. Criticism has had a lot of practice.
The change doesn’t have to be replacing every harsh thought with something warm and beautifully accepting. Sometimes the first change is simply noticing that a practical problem has become entangled with every similar problem you’ve ever had.
Perhaps you become slightly quicker at returning to what is actually in front of you. The email still needs answering. The apology still needs making. The keys still need finding. The planner has several blank weeks in it, but today’s page remains perfectly usable.
Sometimes warmth will be available and sometimes it won’t. On the days when it isn’t, neutral can do a surprising amount of work.
You can be disappointed without deciding you’re a disappointment. You can wish you’d handled something differently and still be interested in why it happened. You can recognise that ADHD contributed to a difficulty without requiring that explanation to erase its impact.
The relationship you have with yourself may take much longer to change than your understanding of ADHD does. That’s hardly surprising when one of them may be new and the other has been forming for decades.
Perhaps, over time, the new information simply becomes harder to leave out. And when something goes wrong, instead of asking only “What is wrong with me?”, there is eventually enough room to ask a much more useful question: “What happened, and what do I need to do now?”
A moment to wonder
Think about something fairly ordinary that has been bringing self-criticism with it lately. Maybe it’s a message you haven’t answered, something you’ve forgotten, a plan that fell away or a task you’ve been avoiding.
What is the actual problem underneath everything you’ve started telling yourself about it?
There may be something you need to do, someone you need to speak to or a consequence you need to accept. Perhaps there is also something about the situation that would be useful to understand before you decide how to approach it next time.
You don’t need to find a kinder interpretation. Just see whether you can keep the problem itself in view long enough to work out what it needs from you.
Keep exploring
There’s more to explore across Through the Disconnect, from understanding ADHD and life after diagnosis to masking and making sense of your experience.
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